i wish that you are still around

uncle,i wish u're still alive...
we miss u....we really miss u..
ever since u leave,many things changed~~everyone changed~~from good to bad~~
we miss u from the bottom of our heart...
i really hope to turn back time..and i hope that u are still alive..
when mummy told me abt ur visit and ur conversations.....my heart ache...i never felt like that before..
u're such a kind person,but yet,u leave so early...why??why must god treat u so unfair??
that day when we stopped in front of ur house,Aeden asked me, "Chek kong later coming back hor?" i feel so sad when i replied his question that u will never come back again~~
i wish u can come back..because i miss ur laughter...ur smile..ur everything...
we lied to grandma that u're in taiwan...busy with ur motel business...
we feel even more heart ache when we get to know everything abt u when u're still alive..everyone that u know aren't good ppl...why don't u share all this with us when u're still alive??
i still remembered when u fetch me to the airport,u told me that u have lots of properties..but thats not urs...that belongs to the banks..and that u need to pay for the installments everymonth..
that time i told u that i wanna change back to leading grps than to work in a office...
u told me that every jobs have its own pressure...
we talk a lot that time...i miss u uncle...
if that day,u come and visit us,maybe all this won't happen..if that day,u drove the car urself..then u will not die~~why u??
why not that driver?why??